hari isnin

hari isnin, pemulaan hari, tp aku sgt sgt malas, xtauk pahal...jez feel empty.kosong. why?lotsa things flying in my minds, works, future, people surrounding, history (who come & go), well actually, i allowed it to be dat way (damn!), how to manage my finance (sumtime i tink dat im having a financial crisis especially wen im broke for which nobody knows!) tinking of being a partimer lecturer, but till todate havent finished fill in my resume(gosh), why am i being so procrastinated?!!kip on telling mysef everyday but still do da same routine! damn it!sumtime i hate mysef, to the extent i feel stress n end up sleeping to avoid it! i noe dat im having bad lifestyle ;( , now wat i nid is guts to change mysef! now! n dis is my 2nd blog after i create da 1st one, but since my babes couldnt find it, so i intend to create another one. see u guys then.